Many of my straight (and even gay) friends think that a popperbate session is something for guys who don’t go out and meet people in real life, who are too nerdy, too not good looking, too shy or introvert to find sex partners in the real world so they hide behind their PCs or laptops or smartphones and wank their dicks. Masturbate. Make solo sex. Those friends still hang in their own past when masturbation meant touching your penis and jerking off as fast as you can. We all remember that time when we were like 13 and had to hurry getting rid of that pressure inside our balls and shooting that load of cum, before someone was knocking at the bathroom door. And some men seem to be stuck in that state. I pity them. What can be more amazing than knowing and loving your own body and being able to bring greatest pleasure to yourself?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m far from being a true mastErbator (I love that word), but I’m on a good way. For many years I was in an unhappy relationship and the only time-out was when he was not home and I could spend my alone time the way I wanted. And since those occasions were so rare I wanted to get the best out of my wanking. I remembered the small brown bottles that I hadn’t used in years, ordered some and unintentionally opened a new chapter in my sex life. Watching porn and stroking my uncut German penis became much more intense and satisfying with poppers. The rush through my body, my pounding heart, the sensation on my skin. It all added to the visual stimulation.
I started looking for amateur poppers porn - yes, kids, back in the days you could search on all porn websites for videos using the word POPPERS - and saw men getting high on PP, touching and twisting their nipples, start drooling spit - and I was hooked. I didn’t know anything about edging, but it seemed that this was exactly what I was looking for. Spending quality time with yourself, getting to know your body better, giving him what he was craving for.
And my body wanted more. And more. Poppers itself is not addictive (that’s why in many countries it’s not falling under drug laws and can be possessed and used without a penalty) but you might get addicted to the feeling it brings you while masturbating.

Over time I became a good huffer and started to Skype with guys around the globe who loved poppers as much. The first competitions amongst popperbators were held. My community grew and I got to know different kinds of bators. Verbal bators, spit drooling or monkey gooners. Then there were those who loved the mutual huffing. Guys, sometimes total strangers, were looking into the webcam and got excited to see the other one huff, the eyes glassy and the skin turning pale. It’s a bond. It’s an act of being so close together (though they might be from different countries), of letting go, no shame and no inhibitions.
Others like to follow a coach who tells them when to sniff from the bottle and how many times.

I myself am a mutual huffer, but every once in a while I have the urge to tell someone (guys who just started to use poppers e.g.) what to do, to give the commands.

Most of us are familiar with these words since popperbators with video editing skills created those famous poppertrainer clips. Themed porn compilations that made you HIT! from the poppers bottles by command, HOLD! the aroma in your head while a countdown was shown and RELEASE! when the bator was allowed to exhale. Exciting and exhilarating. There were trainers for every liking. Beginners and pros, bears, hunks, public sex, muscle men, dads and sons, twinks, bareback and groups and red-haired and and and….

And one night in a hotel I was horny and wanted to watch a poppers training. But I had forgotten to bring my charger and the battery of my smartphone went down. Fuck! This was the very moment I was asking myself: what about an offline poppertrainer? A book with poppers porn? And soon after I started to write down my own experiences with poppers, real hot juicy sex stories the guys could jerk off to (I also invited fellow popperbators to submit their stories or texts or fantasies about poppers). I created training sequences, written in a way that everyone reading them could see his own personal porn movie before his inner eye. The fonts are getting bigger the further the trainer goes so you can read and huff and keep reading and keep huffing.

Meanwhile Volume 3 of my Gay Adult Poppers Fantasy book Hit Hold Release is currently being published (should be available within the next 10-14 days) and I’m still surprised about the overwhelming feedback for my other 2 volumes. I appreciate the fact that guys open up, dare to ask questions or comment on my X posts. Some of them never have thought of using poppers other than as a butthole opener. That kind of rings a bell to me. It’s such a great and honoring feeling that my books could be a little brick in the road these fellow bators and I walk along together to become true mastErbators some day.
 
Tim Willems
Hit Hold Release 1-3
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